Tory McCagg is the author of the new memoir At Crossroads with Chickens: A "What If It Works" Adventure in Off-Grid Living & Quest for Home. She also has written the novel Bittersweet Manor. She lives in New Hampshire.
Q: Why did you decide to write this memoir, and how long did
it take to write it?
A: In 2010, to keep myself sane during a massive renovation
that we did on our Beachmont house when we bought it, I looked through old
datebooks and journals and began to write about how Carl and I came to buy the
New Hampshire property we dubbed Darwin’s View.
It ended up being a 50-60 page pdf that I posted on my
website that I first created in 2012.
Around that same time, I began to blog—coincidentally
the week we moved up to Darwin’s View “just for the winter" in
December 2012. That rendition of my blog lasted about two-three years, at which
point I started working it into a book. A book that had no end. It just kept
going. It took 14, 15, 16 drafts and badabing! Done. That easy.
All to say, I never felt as if I were writing a memoir. The
book evolved and I still question whether it is a memoir. The word memoir is so
lofty. Which I am so not. Just ask the chickens.
I finished it in 2018-19. So nine years-ish.
Q: In addition to writing about your experiences with your
home in New Hampshire, you describe your mother's battle with Parkinson's. How
did you choose the book's structure?
A: Its working title was "Darwin’s View One Breath After
Midnight" and included climate change, marching to get money out of
politics, the strangling of our democracy by capitalism (Demo-n-capitalism),
various day-to-day chicken stories, and blow by blow, excruciating renditions
(that those who helped edit the drafts patiently endured) of my letting go of
Providence a.k.a. my search for home.
As each draft got written, the clear parallel between my
mother and Mother Nature clarified. And the chickens were always there in the
background until they were on par with the humans. In the
book’s structure. Not real life. They still live in the coop.
But really, I owe a big thank you to Ann Hood. I get
lost in words and ideas, and what structure might exist is very hard for me to
see.
I took a memoir class from Ann a few years ago, and then
continued to send her drafts of the book. Her last reading of the book, she
suggested I cut about 90 pages out — much of which were the above-mentioned
blow-by-blow excruciating parts. And suddenly there it was: the
structure.
Q: Did you need to do any additional research to write the
book?
A: How is research defined? It’s kind of like reading and
living life, right? Meeting the myriad people Carl and I have met at conferences
on farming, soils, energy and politics, and socializing and going to
more meetings, and reading about and experiencing climate disruption and
its effects.
And always more questions to find the answers to: how
to keep frogs from freezing in the pond in winter. How to take care of a
chicken’s bumble foot or an infestation with mites. A rat in the
coop? How to build soil?
I took all that “research” and shoved it into the
various drafts of the book and then deleted pretty much all of it. But
that understanding and knowledge is still there. Sort of. Because
it’s what formed me.
Q: What do you hope readers take away from your
book?
A: I hope that readers will be more aware of how their
choices and actions matter: It matters how they treat animals, especially the
ones that they eat. It matters how they move about their world because we are
connected to everyone and everything around us on so many levels.
I think that’s what I hope. Not sure if that has anything to
do with the book…
Q: What are you working on now?
A: A play titled Triage: An American Experiment in
Existential Arbitration; a children’s story/book riffing off Big Red and his
hens. A possible road trip for At Crossroads with Chickens. And an
actual plan and vision for what we want Darwin’s View to become.
Q: Anything else we should know?
A: We can save the world. We have the technologies and
abilities. That is not to say it will be easy. But we can do it.
--Interview with Deborah Kalb
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